Chapter 175 Extra: Daily Life (2)
Chu Chen was stunned and his face suddenly turned red.
It was rare for him to hear Li Ran say such words, and there was a feeling of maladjustment. Thinking of the implications of Li Ran's words, his heart pounded, as if it was about to pop out of his chest.
Is that what I mean?
It must be...
Just when Chu Chen was thinking about it, Li Ran lowered his head and kissed Chu Chen again.
This was not the first time the two kissed, but maybe because the person kissing Chu Chen was the person he liked, so every time, Chu Chen would feel his adrenaline rising and the air became thinner.
At this time, even exchanging saliva was not so unbearable.
The two of them gradually reached the most enjoyable stage.
Chu Chen said "Huh", suddenly remembered something. He pushed Li Ran away and said, "Wait a minute."
Li Ran: "?"
Li Ran thought of something.
Indeed, even if they really wanted to do it, they must make preparations. He had just wanted to be intimate with Chu Chen on impulse before. It was very inappropriate doing it without preparations.
Chu Chen should have gone to get something.
Li Ran suddenly raised his hand and touched his cheek with the back of his hand.
It was hot.
He looked serious and pretended not to know that he was blushing.
After a while, Li Ran suddenly heard a noise coming from the door, and he turned his head to look.
Chu Chen walked in with a wheelchair, looking excited.
Li Ran: "???"
This was different from what Li Ran thought before!
Chu Chen's eyes were eager: "Ran Ran, come on."
Li Ran: "..."
Li Ran lowered his eyes slightly, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart. He only felt that his cheeks were getting hotter. Somehow, Li Ran slowly got off the bed and sat in the wheelchair under Chu Chen's gaze.
…
Chu Chen lay on the bed, feeling a little weak all over.
To be honest, he had imagined the first time with Li Ran many times before, but he never imagined that it would be... like this.
Chu Chen was a little speechless, and his heart was filled with anger. He felt Li Ran was simply breaking the rules.
This guy, in order to prove that he was very capable, deliberately released the other two personalities.
Immediately afterwards, the three personalities seemed to be in a competition, each of them counted the time to see who coul be the longest.
Damn it.
F*ck! ! !
Chu Chen shouted and cursed no matter how many times, no one could stop him.
He was so angry.
His back was turned to Li Ran. He didn't want to look at this man at all.
After a while, an arm stretched out and pressed on Chu Chen's body. Li Ran called softly: "Chen Chen baby."
Chu Chen: "..."
Do you think that just saying "baby" is enough?
Chu Chen didn't respond.
Apparently Li Ran didn't mind at all, he said, "Thank you."
Chu Chen was stunned and his body moved slightly.
Li Ran saw Chu Chen was softened, and there was a hint of smile in his eyes. He leaned his head on Chu Chen's shoulder, blinked slightly, and whispered in Chu Chen's ear: "When I was a child, I always thought that I was not loved by others."
Speaking of the past, Li Ran's eyes became indifferent.
The smile on his face suddenly became much lighter.
He said, "At that time, the Li family had a lot of things to do. My parents were like spinning tops. They were busy with things all day long and had little time to stay at home with me. They had no choice but to find a nanny to take care of me."
Although there was no ups and downs when Li Ran spoke, Chu Chen noticed something.
He turned around slowly and faced Li Ran face to face.
After thinking about it, Chu Chen leaned over and pressed his forehead against Li Ran's.
Li Ran took advantage of the situation and kissed Chu Chen's soft lips.
He said: "The nanny didn't actually do anything unforgivable. She just occasionally said to me, 'Look, your parents don't want you anymore, so they asked me to take care of you.', 'Naughty children will be abandoned. Because you are naughty and always crying, they don’t want you' 'You…' "
Li Ran's voice suddenly trembled.
Chu Chen reached out and hugged Li Ran.
The body temperature passed along the body, as if giving Li Ran strength.
Chu Chen whispered: "I'm by your side now."
"Um."
Li Ran smiled and said, "Actually, when I grew up, I realized that those words were not true at all. But I couldn't get over it at that time, and even now, it feels like a thorn in my heart."
"...Isn't it a bit hypocritical to say that?"
"No, how could it be?"
"...I was too young at that time and stubborn. I would believe whatever she said."
"Those words were like knives, the hurtful words were carved into my face bit by bit, so densely packed that I will remember them forever. Every time I see my face, I subconsciously think of those words. From that time on, I realized deeply that I was unwelcome and that no one would like me because I had been left behind and was the one being abandoned. "
Chu Chen's lips moved, wanting to say something.
"Don't worry."
Li Ran smiled softly, "I know now that I'm loved. Whether it's you, my family, or my teammates from Fenyan Legion, you are all by my side and never leave."
Chu Chen felt relieved.
He buried his face in Li Ran's arms.
Li Ran thought back and said, "At that time, I was always alone."
"Although the nanny didn't beat me or scold me, she only occasionally talked in front of me and complained in a pitiful tone about how my parents didn't care about me, but in my heart, she suddenly became very scary. "
"I was afraid of her."
"I didn't want to see her. I hid in my room and felt more and more lonely."
"Later when I went to school, because of my withdrawn personality, no one wanted to play with me, and I would habitually talk to myself. This is an ability I developed when I was alone at home. I was ostracized, isolated, and even beaten..."
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