Chapter 4: Rebirth
Yan Jingshu suddenly widened his eyes. Of course he remembered, how could he not? No matter how much time passed, no matter what happened, he would never forget this day. Because on this very day, during his grandmother’s sixtieth birthday celebration, an incident occurred that completely altered the course of his life, cutting off his future and forcing him onto a path he had never imagined.
At the time, he had sunk into deep pain and despair over this incident, unable to free himself for a long time. But now, facing the same situation again, he felt not a trace of bitterness in his heart—only overwhelming gratitude and relief.
Gratitude to the heavens for allowing him to return from death, and relief that not only had he been given a second chance at life, but he had also been sent back to the very beginning of it all, granting him the opportunity to make up for the regrets and misfortunes of his past life.
“Shu’er, what’s wrong with you?” Seeing Yan Jingshu silent, his face alternating between tears and laughter, shock and excitement, the Duke of Anguo grew increasingly uneasy. Had he truly lost his mind?
Snapped back to reality by the Duke’s voice, Yan Jingshu abruptly recalled his current situation. Suppressing the turbulent emotions in his heart, he forced himself to calm down.
“Father, I’m fine. I just woke up, and my mind is still a bit muddled.” A maid placed a large pillow behind him, and Yan Jingshu relaxed against the headboard, smiling faintly at the Duke.
Seeing that Yan Jingshu’s speech had returned to normal and that he could understand him, the Duke finally let out a sigh of relief. “Good, good. As long as you’re fine.”
As for Yan Jingshu’s apparent closeness to and defense of Jiang Chenghan, the Duke chose to ignore it. If his mind was still muddled from just waking up, then it must have been mere rambling.
The Duke then asked, “Shu’er, do you remember what happened earlier? How did you return to your room, and what occurred afterward that caused you to fall unconscious?”
Yan Jingshu, of course, remembered. At the time, he had only felt slightly intoxicated during the banquet, so he returned to his room to change clothes. There, the maid Qiulan brought him a bowl of sobering soup. After drinking it, he began to feel his body grow feverish and sluggish. Qiulan, thinking he was ill, helped him to bed. But before a physician could be summoned, waves of inexplicable heat surged through him, gradually burning away his consciousness.
Hearing this, the Duke’s expression grew complicated. Considering that Yan Jingshu still didn’t know the full truth, he looked at him carefully and said in a measured tone, “Shu’er, don’t be upset. Listen to me calmly. You weren’t actually ill. The physician just examined you, you were drugged with an aphrodisiac, which caused your condition.”
After speaking, the Duke noticed that Yan Jingshu merely nodded, his expression calm and unsurprised. Puzzled, he asked, “Shu’er, had you already guessed?”
This time, Yan Jingshu shook his head. “At first, I didn’t know what was happening to me. But later, I heard it with my own ears.”
“Heard it?!” The Duke was utterly shocked and immediately pressed, “What did you hear?”
Yan Jingshu replied, “Though the drug made me lose control of my senses, I still remember everything I heard and saw at the time. I clearly heard a man and a woman. After confirming that I had indeed been drugged, one of them guarded the door to prevent others from discovering me inside, while the other went to lure someone over.”
Pausing, Yan Jingshu looked at the Duke and continued, “Actually, I heard them say that their original plan was to lead Zhao Xian, the second son of the Marquis of Yongchang, to my room after I was drugged. But whether they mistook the person or something else went wrong, the one who ended up coming was Brother Jiang.”
“They had intended to lock Brother Jiang in the room with me. Once he drank the drugged tea and lost control, he would have entangled himself with me. But they didn’t expect Brother Jiang to quickly notice me and realize something was wrong…”
What happened afterward was something Yan Jingshu also knew, the Duke had told him after he woke up in his past life. But since the Duke hadn’t mentioned it yet this time, he could only pretend to be unaware.
“So that’s how it was.” The Duke listened quietly, his brow furrowing slightly when he heard Zhao Xian’s name.
He had heard of this man, he was a notorious playboy in the capital. Though his family was prestigious and his looks decent, his frivolous and dissolute behavior made him thoroughly detestable. The Duke couldn’t help but think that if Zhao Xian had indeed entered Yan Jingshu’s room today, even without the aphrodisiac, Yan Jingshu’s innocence might not have been preserved.
The thought sent a chill down the Duke’s spine, and he couldn’t help but feel grateful that the one who had come today was Jiang Chenghan - a man of strong will and upright character. Sighing, he said, “It seems I wronged Jiang Chenghan.”
Fortunately, he had listened to Jiang Chenghan’s explanation earlier and hadn’t immediately punished him. Otherwise, he would have repaid kindness with injustice.
“Brother Jiang was innocent in all this, he was only dragged into it because of me. Not only is he blameless, but he also did me a great favor. Please thank him properly on my behalf, Father. Once I’ve recovered, I’ll express my gratitude to him in person.” Yan Jingshu added.
His tone was calm, though tinged with weakness, giving no hint of anything unusual. But only he knew how tightly he was clenching his hands to suppress the desperate urge to see Jiang Chenghan immediately.
The memory of waiting at home in his past life for Jiang Chenghan, who never returned, only to finally receive his cold, broken corpse, still tore at his heart like a fresh wound.
Back then, he had fallen gravely ill from grief. While preparing Jiang Chenghan's body for burial, he discovered strange marks on Jiang Chenghan’s body - evidence that he had been poisoned and murdered on the battlefield. This grim revelation alone kept him from joining Jiang Chenghan in death.
Thankfully, heaven had taken pity on him, sending him back three years to the very beginning. This time, he would protect Jiang Chenghan just as Jiang Chenghan had protected him in their past life. He would never allow Jiang Chenghan to be harmed again.
“Of course. I would have done so even without you saying so. But Jiang Chenghan is the least of our concerns right now. The most pressing matter is finding out who tried to harm you.”
The Duke was not the type to let his status cloud his judgment. Since he knew he had wronged Jiang Chenghan, he would apologize and thank him as necessary.
But compared to that, he was far more worried about Yan Jingshu. The mastermind behind this plot was still remained uncaught, and there was no telling whether they would strike again if their first attempt failed. Thus, the priority was to uncover the truth and identify the culprit. Fortunately, Yan Jingshu had heard the voices of the man and woman involved, providing at least some clues to work with.
Yan Jingshu, however, was not as concerned as the Duke. He knew exactly who was behind this—because in his past life, that person had personally confessed everything to him. How much that person resented him, how that person had schemed to ruin him. On the day he left the capital in his past life, that person had stood before him with malicious satisfaction and revealed it all.
But if he revealed the name now, his father would never believe him. Without solid evidence, speaking rashly would only alert the culprit, making things more difficult.
With this in mind, Yan Jingshu said, “Father, today is Grandmother’s birthday banquet. With so many guests in the residence, it wouldn’t be proper for you to stay away for long. You should return to the main hall. As for the person who tried to harm me, I did overhear some clues from that man and woman, but we still need to verify them. Since I’m in no state to see anyone right now, leave Uncle Zhong with me. I’ll ask him to investigate on my behalf. Also, Mother has been working tirelessly for Grandmother’s banquet. To avoid distressing her, let’s wait until the truth is fully uncovered before telling her.”
In his past life, though he had known his mother had never liked him, he hadn’t connected her to this incident. After regaining consciousness, he had told her everything, expecting her to stand up for him. Instead, she had swiftly silenced the witnesses and destroyed all evidence, even forging a confession that framed the two culprits’ actions as retaliation for his past cruelty and mistreatment - adding another layer of shame to his already tarnished reputation.
But this time, he wouldn’t give her the chance.
Unaware of Yan Jingshu’s thoughts, the Duke still found his reasoning sound. As the head of the Duke of Anguo’s household, his prolonged absence from the banquet would be disrespectful to the guests and could spark unwanted rumors. As for the Duchess, with guests still present, informing her now would only distract and worry her. It was better to keep it hidden until the investigation was complete.
“Very well. I’ll leave Yan Zhong with you. But you must take care of yourself, don’t overexert your mind. If anything happens, send someone to inform me immediately.” After weighing the options, the Duke agreed to Yan Jingshu’s suggestion, though he repeatedly emphasized caution.
Yan Jingshu naturally agreed to everything. Only then did the Duke stand up and leave the inner chamber. But just as the Duke lifted the bed curtains, Yan Jingshu’s peripheral vision caught a familiar figure.
His heart trembled. Yan Jingshu turned his head, and time seemed to slow—the pale bed curtains were drawn aside inch by inch, gradually revealing a silhouette etched deep into his soul. In an instant, his eyes turned red, his breath caught in his throat. He pressed his lips tightly together to stifle a sob.
It might have been just a moment, or it might have been an eternity—but when the curtains fell back into place, obscuring that figure, Yan Jingshu’s gaze remained fixed for a long time.
On the other side of the curtains, Jiang Chenghan seemed to sense something. But by the time he looked over, the Duke had already stepped out. Over the Duke’s shoulder, he could only vaguely make out the slender, frail figure reclining against the headboard behind the curtains.