"Am I dreaming?" Yang Jiabo wondered if he was still asleep. He tugged the blanket up, ready to go back to bed.
But Wei Jing wouldn’t let him run. He poked Yang Jiabo’s slightly swollen cheek. "Does this hurt?"
"A little... but it still doesn’t feel real." Yang Jiabo felt like he was floating.
"Then how about this?" Wei Jing pressed a light kiss to his forehead.
Yang Jiabo’s vision blurred. The warmth on his forehead told him, he had just been kissed. His face burned as if on fire. Once the realization fully hit, he felt foolish, his entire body overheating. Summoning his courage, he blurted out, "I like you. What about you?"
"Silly, isn’t it obvious? I like you too." Wei Jing was overjoyed by Yang Jiabo’s confession.
"When did you start liking me?" The happiness felt too sudden, too unreal.
"I don’t know. Maybe a long time ago..."
They had grown up together, and somewhere along the way, their feelings had quietly changed. Even Wei Jing couldn’t pinpoint exactly when.
"Were you so good to me because you liked me?"
"Yes."
Two new lovers exchanged silly, meaningless words until they gradually drifted off to sleep.
Despite their heartfelt confessions before bed, Yang Jiabo wavered after waking up. The gap between him and Wei Jing was vast in every way—their families would never approve, let alone his illness...
Yang Jiabo’s sudden avoidance left Wei Jing baffled. They had been fine before falling asleep, why the change?
Watching Yang Jiabo dodge his gaze, slinking along the walls to avoid him, Wei Jing was both amused and exasperated. He strode forward, catching Yang Jiabo before he could flee, pulling him into a room and locking the door.
"W-what are you doing?" Yang Jiabo’s eyes widened, guilt written all over his face.
"I should be asking you that. Did you really think you could take it back after waking up?" Wei Jing closed in, trapping Yang Jiabo between the wall and himself.
"I—I blacked out last night. I don’t know what you’re talking about."
Wei Jing laughed in disbelief. Pressing his forehead against Yang Jiabo’s, he said firmly, "Tell me the truth."
Yang Jiabo felt Wei Jing’s breath against his face, sending tingles down his spine.
"I’m not good enough for you. And our families would never agree."
"Whether you’re good enough is for me to decide. You haven’t even tried, how do you know they’d disagree?"
"I—"
"You were the one who confessed first. You don’t get to back out now." Wei Jing’s words were resolute.
"My family has no money or influence. I barely went to school, I’m not particularly good-looking, and I’m sick..." Yang Jiabo’s voice grew smaller, his words increasingly despondent.
Wei Jing sighed and pulled him into a hug. "None of that matters. You work harder than anyone to live well, and that’s what I love about you. Let’s face any challenges together, okay?"
"I’m scared..." There were too many obstacles ahead. He feared his illness wouldn’t hold out. Worse, he feared Wei Jing would one day grow tired of him, he wouldn’t be able to bear it.
"Don’t be. I’ll always be here for you. Trust me."
"I trust you."
Yang Jiabo couldn’t bring himself to give up Wei Jing, this was the first time he had truly fallen for someone. He decided to follow his heart, cautiously taking a huge step forward. They agreed to keep their relationship a secret until they figured out how to break the news to their families.
That morning, when Yang Qing woke up, he found his brother absent-minded, following Wei Jing around like a lovesick fool. Something felt off between them, but he couldn’t quite place it, maybe they were still hungover. Others also noticed the change but assumed Yang Jiabo was simply relieved now that the ordeal was over.
Happy days always pass quickly. Soon, it was time to part, Wei Jing had to return to the capital. Yang Jiabo worried. Their relationship was already difficult, but now they’d be separated by distance.
"Don’t overthink it. I’ll visit whenever I can." Wei Jing ruffled Yang Jiabo’s hair affectionately.
"I’ll come see you instead. You’re the busy one." Yang Jiabo had always planned to live a laid-back life, so he had plenty of free time.
"Have you thought about moving to the capital?" Wei Jing didn’t want to be apart and hoped to bring him along.
Yang Jiabo considered it but shook his head. As much as he didn’t want to be separated, the thought of leaving everything familiar behind terrified him. He wasn’t ready.
"Don’t worry. Once the company stabilizes, I’ll have more free time." Wei Jing already had a plan in mind.
"Big brother, it’s getting late. What’s taking so long? Don’t miss your flight." Wei Feng urged.
Wei Jing shot his brother an annoyed look. "If you’re feeling better, hurry home. Stop bothering Jiajia all the time."
"Yeah, yeah." Wei Feng waved him off dismissively.
Some brother you are, Jiajia never once complained or told me to leave
After seeing Wei Jing off, Yang Jiabo felt an emptiness, as if something were missing. He even considered moving to the capital but quickly dismissed the idea when he thought of all the practical challenges. He’d rather be the one traveling back and forth.
Just then, his phone buzzed, a message from Wei Jing.
[I already miss you.]
[I miss you too.] Yang Jiabo replied with a silly grin.
His heart swelled with sweetness, filling him with determination to figure out how to win over his father.
"Jiajia."
The voice made Yang Jiabo’s smile freeze instantly.