September brought crisp autumn air. While the gardenias were fading, the osmanthus was in full bloom, filling the breeze with a rich, sweet fragrance.
During this season, the roads were usually bustling with leisurely nobles out to enjoy the autumn scenery, their grand carriages traveling back and forth along the official highways, it was a lively sight.
However, today, far fewer travelers were on the road. It was the year of the horse, and this day marked the release of the triennial provincial examination results.
Any family with a scholar who had taken the exam had gone to await the results, leaving few in the mood for outings.
"Second Cousin is bound to pass this time. Auntie said his essays were often posted on the academy’s notice board for other scholars to read."
"Cousin studies diligently. With both talent and hard work, there’s no reason he wouldn’t succeed."
On the highway, two young gers were walking together toward the city.
"Once Cousin passes, he’ll surely propose to your family. Soon, I’ll have to call you cousin-in-law, you’ll have to look out for me then!"
Ji Taoyu walked along the road, still feeling somewhat dazed.
He had stayed up late last night reading medical texts and was roused early this morning by the ger of the Yu family, who had stopped by his house to invite him into the city.
Taoyu wasn’t fond of going out, and the two of them weren’t particularly close, they merely exchanged greetings when they happened to meet in the village. He hadn’t planned to go at first.
But today was the announcement of the exam results, and since someone he knew had taken the test, plus his mother had subtly urged him to check, he ended up accompanying the Yu family’s ger into town.
Late autumn was approaching, and the morning wind carried a chill. Taoyu cupped his face in his hands, seeking a little warmth.
He had been walking in silence, listening to the Yu family’s ger chatter away, but as the talk grew bolder, mentioning marriage and calling him cousin-in-law, his cheeks flushed, and he couldn’t help but interrupt: "The marriage is just something the elders joked about. It’s not settled yet. Xia ger, be careful with your words."
"But wasn’t it arranged since childhood? Everyone in the village knows about it. Now that you’re both of age, it’s only natural to discuss marriage. Why be shy?"
The Yu family’s ger nudged Taoyu with an elbow. "What’s wrong? Don’t tell me you regret it and don’t want to marry Second Cousin?"
Taoyu’s expression stiffened. As a famously frail ger in the area, how could he, of all people, afford to regret being matched with a scholar of marriageable age? Others envied him for it.
Ji Taoyu had always grown slower than other ger his age.
When his peers were walking, he was still crawling. When they could speak in full sentences, he was just learning to call his parents clearly.
As a child, his family had worried he might be slow-witted. Fortunately, as he grew older, no intellectual deficiencies appeared. In fact, he learned to read and write quickly, which reassured his parents.
But while his mind was sharp, his weak constitution was undeniable.
As a child, his fair complexion made him endearing, but he remained thin and small, like a lamb that couldn’t be fattened no matter how much he was fed.
The slightest bump or scrape would make him cry, even if his skin wasn’t broken. A gust of wind or a sudden rain in midsummer could easily leave him with a cold. He had been delicate since birth.
More than once, a moment of carelessness led to serious illness. If not for his grandfather being a physician and ensuring prompt treatment, he might not have lived to this age.
His grandfather said he had a congenital weakness, his senses were more acute than most.
He fell ill more easily and felt pain more intensely, requiring far greater care than ordinary people.
Knowing his own frailty, Ji Taoyu had studied medicine under his grandfather to spare his parents some trouble.
But as the only ger in the family, his parents never saw him as a burden. Instead, they felt guilty and took even greater pains to care for him.
His father, a shrewd man, had made early arrangements for his future, betrothing him as a child to a boy from their village.
Over the years, the family had supported the Yu family’s second son in his studies, and their efforts hadn't been in vain. The young man had already earned his xiucai degree and was now taking the provincial exam, his future bright.
The family hoped he would pass this time. Once the marriage was settled, Ji Taoyu’s future would be secure.
Seeing Taoyu silent, the Yu family’s ger pressed on with certainty: "Well, you’re so pretty. There must be wealthy families in the city who’d want you."
"Xia ger, where did you hear such nonsense?"
Over the years, there had indeed been lustful young nobles or wealthy merchants who sought Ji Taoyu, but none with honorable intentions, they only wanted to buy a plaything.
His parents despised such people, and it was a sore spot for him. He wasn’t sure if the Yu family’s ger was simply blunt or deliberately mocking.
Just as Ji Taoyu was about to retort, a heavy clatter of hooves sounded behind them.
They turned to see a sleek black horse with a piercing gaze trotting steadily down the wide earthen path.
Though the horse wasn’t galloping, its sheer size made Ji Taoyu instinctively pull the Yu family’s ger back a few steps to avoid it.
The horse was broad-chested and well-proportioned, its coat glossy, its movements carrying an untamed wildness.
Ji Taoyu knew little about horses, but this one seemed finer than any he’d seen before. Its snorting breath alone felt more intimidating.
Well-dressed onlookers turned their heads at the sight, murmuring in admiration.
Near the city gates, even the well-traveled elite paused to admire the horse. Ji Taoyu guessed it must be a rare breed.
It was no wonder even the wealthy found it remarkable.
Good horses were scarce in the south. With the northwest embroiled in constant war, most horses were reserved for the military, leaving few fine specimens in the south.
For such a steed to appear on the road instead of in some noble’s stable was indeed a sight to behold.
"That man looks terrifying," the Yu family’s ger whispered, clutching Taoyu’s arm and hiding behind him.
Taoyu followed the horse’s towering frame upward.
On its back sat a man in coarse hemp clothing, a plain black cloak draped carelessly over one shoulder, lending him a rugged, frontier air.
His attire suggested no noble status—rather, he seemed like a wanderer who had traveled north and south.
The man was tall and powerfully built, his long legs gripping the horse’s sides effortlessly. The reins lay loosely in his hand, as if he controlled the beast more with his legs than with the bridle.
His sharp, expressionless eyes stared straight ahead, his imposing aura deterring anyone from meeting his gaze.
Southern men were considered tall at five chi, but even on horseback, this man stood well over six chi.
[1 chi ≈ 31 cm]
Due to his poor health, Ji Taoyu seldom went out and had never met anyone as intimidating as the village butcher, whose bulging muscles and wide stride made him formidable.
Thankfully, the rider ignored the stares and continued forward. Had he glanced their way, Ji Taoyu was sure his heart would have raced in fear.
Though the wealthy coveted the horse, none dared approach, fearing they might offend the rider and invite trouble.
They could only watch as the man rode his magnificent steed into the distance.
"People like that are rare around here. Even in a crowd, he’d tower over most. And that face... imagine waking up next to him in the middle of the night. You’d lose half your life from fright!"
Once the horse was gone, the Yu family’s ger reemerged, chattering about the stranger.
"Someone like Cousin who is refined, gentle, and well-spoken is much better."
Taoyu pursed his lips. Based on appearances alone, the man did seem imposing and fierce.
But people couldn’t be judged solely by their looks.
"With that demeanor, he might be a soldier. I heard the war in the northwest has finally ended, and many conscripts who survived are returning home. You know the kind of men who survive battlefields, best to steer clear if we see him again."
Ji Taoyu frowned. "If he truly is a returning soldier, we should respect him. Without them defending our borders, how could we enjoy peace?"
"Peace? After all those years of fighting, we still lost. The court had to cede land and pay reparations. Our taxes keep rising. Soon, we won’t be able to survive."
Ji Taoyu’s brow furrowed. "Victory or defeat isn’t solely the soldiers’ fault. Taxes are the court’s decision, not theirs."
"Ugh, I don’t understand these grand matters anyway. Cousin told me all this. As a scholar, he’s more informed about the world than we are."
Ji Taoyu’s eyes narrowed slightly. He hadn’t asked who had shared this information, yet the Yu family’s ger kept bringing up Second Cousin, speaking as if they were intimately acquainted.
The way he gushed about "Cousin" made Taoyu study him more closely.
But the ger's expression remained guileless. Even so, Ji Taoyu began to see through him.
Still, since the Yu family’s ger was related to the man by blood, and Ji Taoyu himself had no formal ties to the man, he couldn’t openly rebuke him.
He resolved to keep his distance in the future.
Cutting the conversation short, Ji Taoyu said, "It’s getting late. Let’s hurry."
Though they had left early, by the time they reached the announcement platform outside the prefectural yamen, it was already packed with onlookers.
[yamen (衙门 yámén): the administrative office or government headquarters of local officials in imperial China (e.g., magistrates, prefects)]
Among them were scholars’ families, servants, and messengers hoping for good news.
Ji Taoyu, being short, stood on tiptoe, trying to spot young man's name, but the crowd was too thick, he couldn’t even see the red announcement list, let alone his name.
The Yu family’s ger, however, was buzzing with excitement.
"I see the yamen runners coming! Taoyu, let’s push through!"
"At our height, we’ll get trampled."
Ji Taoyu quickly stopped him. Crowd crushes had happened in previous years.
"It’ll be fine!"
The Yu family’s ger grabbed Ji Taoyu’s wrist and pulled him forward. "We’ll go along the riverbank."
Before Ji Taoyu could respond, the tight grip on his wrist sent a sharp pain up his arm, forcing him to quicken his steps.
"Xia ger, be careful!"
But the Yu family’s ger paid no heed, skirting the edge of the platform along the river railing.
On one side was the jostling crowd; on the other, the deep river below. Ji Taoyu’s heart leaped into his throat.
"Xia ger, there’s no rush. Once the results are posted, we’ll know soon enough."
"What? We have to see it the moment it’s up!"
Ji Taoyu’s legs felt weak. Just then, a gong sounded ahead, and a yamen runner shouted, "Announcement posted!"
He took a deep breath. With the crowd surging, there was no turning back, they had to move quickly.
But just as he quickened his pace, the Yu family’s ger suddenly stopped and stared at him, a strange resolve flashing in his eyes.
Before Ji Taoyu could react, the hand on his wrist yanked hard and shoved him toward the river.
His feet slipped. As the yamen runner’s voice echoed—"Maintain order! No pushing!"—his body tipped over the edge, and the green September river swallowed him whole.
The splash was drowned out by the crowd’s noise.
Through the water, Ji Taoyu saw the Yu family’s ger glance at him from the railing before disappearing into the throng.
Panic seized him. The water pressed in from all sides like a suffocating cloth, dragging him down despite his slender frame.
Water rushed into his nose and mouth, choking him, burning his throat.
In his terror, he flailed, but no words escaped—only bubbles.